ouch!!! my toe nail...

today... i felt so sry... bcoz cannot go wash tent n pulangkan alatan at malim... i felt so 'nei jiu' becoz not take full responsibility of QM alatan... n the 'le jing si' meeting... i woke up late in the morning....i thought is at afternoon, but it is at 10.30 am in the morning... so i call the camp leader tat i absent....luckily , change time liao...whoof... otherwise, i will go die...
then i really go to poliklinik at perringit to take off my toenail... i waited there three hours only my turn for the minor operation... at first i not scare at all bcoz i thought no pain after injection at my toe... but... when the feller take out all the apparatus(big callipers)...... i suddenly feel so scare... my toe got at least 4 lubang for the injection... becoz the liquid cannot go in...n the feller cucuk here cucuk there... n START!!!! the feller cucuk in the callipers into my nails n start korek n try to 'kiao' it out... i controlled my pain at first... but when he 'kiao' the first time, i feel so pain i called him to stop for a while... n he inject for me the 2nd time... ok ok.. i tried to relax... but he korek korek... n i finnally cried as loud as i can... cannot tahan liao lah!!!! n the nurse there 'du lan'.... haa.... finally finish liao lo... n many blood came out... n there is full of tears in my eyes... haa... luckily didnt flow out... then i walked to the car paika.... lol... my toe nail gone... now... both my thumb of my legs r new nail... the otherside oso terkeluar last time n grow out new nails liao...END

boring again... cadet camp...

haiz... i lazy to write adi la... nick write so much liao... he so good... i very kia su n zi bei leh...LOL...i juz write some feeling n special things...shorcuts....
first day nth special actually... the night walk very boring... close up the eyes n wait for so long ... i thought got wat special de... finally is they all ajk campur campur us to form a group n walk... my grp gt joevine... he lead us lo... quite responsible la... he call us to 'bao shu' very 2 mins... haa.. tired to say 1 2 3 liao la tat time...not 'peluk pokok' ah... then walk through very dark road lo... normal la... nt the first time liao... in a grp sommore... i oso got a 'guan yin' in my pocket... so nth to scare....

2nd day, the injury of my toe become more serious... haiz... so pain... finally i go find the ajk... at first i want to walk but dun wan go paya only de... but the ajk advise me not to go... so i cannot go jungle trekking... but nvm la... nt never go b4 at ayer keroh... quite boring lo... BUT... i n 2 more ppl rest at canteen.. one of them is James lo.. his hand got cut with parang... aiz... kesian... then i n the other wan do some intersting there... sir Tay oso did it with us... u know wat is tat??? to prevent the monkeys to steal thing frm dapur... WAKAO!!! there r so many in tat time... James was sleeping... we had some fun when scare away the 'lao gao'...haha... we throw stones... but some times we do pattern only... the lao gao will sacred... n we oso plyed with the monkeys... Sir Tay oso very funny...haa so funny... i sure if we no jaga... at least ten items in the dapur will get stolen... but after tat when James woke up... he continue our job... i n the other one so tired liao... we jaga for more than one hour liao...then we slept lo...
at nite got dancing ... but my toe... my group members so worry when i say i cannot dance adi.... but finally... i never give up... i go to find the ajk to balut my toe n i danced... with slippers... so ugly n dangerous... but i oso finished the dance with many mistakes... very sienz... becoz the situation there nt high... everybody sien sien... the campfire lagi jialat... i didnt dance adi tat time... to prevent my toe frm becoming more serious... after tat is bbq lo... the PA got play songs... but all the jay chou songs i dunno the lyrics.. otherwise other ppl will suffered their ears... (they all always say wan)... haiz... i xi guan liao... always kena 'suan'... untill i know how to 'sua tai chi' liao.... haaa... Sin Joo gt sing.. oso kena suan...haa... i eat little things only at the bbq... then go sleep lo...

3rd day, the special thing is the cooking competition lo... nick say untill he very 'shen' like tat ...haa... if u feel he 'shen', i lagi shen... i almost got take part in all things... including cleaning the fish, chopping the chicken... i first time do tis 2 things... i learnt these things.. do happy... i learnt how to chop chicken frm pinky... n summore i oso responsible for making the fire... lemang oso... i so 'pia' until i use my hand to take the small charcoal.. untill my whole hand n some part of my body become black... n my members at tat time all lembik liao... bo bien lo when sir testing the food, we not yet buka the lemang... we juz tikam n haiz... choose one n chop it... we so sui kena the hard one... but gt 2 of the four is very nice n 'ngam ngam ho' de.... nick oso told me he oso same situation.. but he lucky chose the best wan of the four lo...n finally the prize presentation... i felt all is grp 3 liao de... so i sien sien lo... nt only i like tis la... n i oso told he ting sure nick will be the best male camper...then nth liao we gobek... in the bus... my member kaixun keep say funny things walao!!! tak boleh tahan....

actually i n kaixun created a 'slang' for the bad words ... haa... like ' take cloth for u' in the chinese... lol... tis word is created accidently when we r in the tent... i oso forgot hw liao... i think is when he want help me to take somethings ba... haa ... our group have good frindship after tis 3 days... frens 4eva!!! tis is my whole feeling abt cadet camp...

at 'tzu shao'...

sunday... muz wake up early to go tzu shao...maybe some will dunno wat is tzu shao... it is a youth program under 'tzu chi'... i joined since the begining of form 2...although i every time go siensien de.... but still got learn something there... my thinking become murtured after going there... my thinking really grow at there... at there we learn many things... through some video clips... speech by experienced ppl.. games.... some positive n thinking r flowed into my mind quitely... so , i realized tat i become more good in my personility indirectly... really... but not so obviously...the first thing i learnt the most is how to appreciate.... some video clips shows tat many ppl in others place got proble even in their 3 meal n no water... cannot live... wah... compared to us... we r so good... have a normal body... can live happily... is so 'xing fu'....so muz 'zhi zu ' lo.... i oso try not so 'ji jiao' with others le...
actually, i think i m the leader in my group ba... bcoz the eldest in the group ma...so, the ppl incharge asked me to inform my grp members to do ' gan en ka' , write some wishes to our group advisor... at there we call 'dui fu ba ba' n 'mama' lo...n my job is oso kumpul all of the card n tight it together with a ribbon...
when reach there, i collect all the cards frm my members...n tight it with the ribbon ... wah !! all the cards r so beautiful... i feel so touched... i think our 'dui fu' oso the same ba... then when every body there, we take our group picture lo...then the activities start... like other time lo.. got tuan kans... watch video clips... talk... 'shou yu'...got a little bit sien... then reach the time tat some ppl share their feelings in tzu shao... i listen....quite touched... theur talk all very real... their feelings... wah... dunno how to say la... then when wan untill end adi, is the time we give the card to our 'dui fu'... n we hug each other... n they oso gave us the pic tat we took at the begining...then we say bye bye!!!! Bye 'tzu shao'.. 2 years adi... i next year sure will caome back..

boring friday...tiring saturday...

friday i oso went to school... to collect the feedbacks of the camp (collect forms) n do the kokubook de things... haiz...the feed back of the camp... ok la... got ten over form gua,... not confirm yet leh...then the kokubook de things, wan sin n cheau ying help me to do... thx... then nth to do lo,,, the whole day play 'ban lat'.... my luck tat day quite ok la... but didnt win much... bcoz i seldom win... so win little bit oso happy liao...==.... then play untill dismiss... i have to wait for my mum for half an hour,,, bcoz she had to fetch my cousin frm tadika then only fetch me... haiz... after tat go bek eat n sleep lo... bcoz tired for 2 days liao... feel lazy oso...then at night when watching tv... i cut the white cloth for drawing the group flag... n think abt the dance tat i want to teach tmr...tis is my fri...


saturday... early in the morning go to CHS to have group meeting with... we learn dance together... n chop the wood..... through tat day our 'gan qing' become better le... so happy leh... when i teach the dance, everybody wish to follow n learn properly... n they catched up very fast ... so sat man... n our firewood is more than enough... haha!!!! kai xun... wei jie.... hong wei...n the small boy.... they n I can play 2gether le... i made it man!!! ( to da cheng yi pian with group members) so we can work together easily... the gals of course more paise la....ecspecially with me...LOL...jkjk....n li ying like a 'a sam' do many things on tat day ... go to pindah wood frm NDC while we r chopping... she oso chop woods oo...n i oso go ah cheng house to take some wood... then... within then while some r working, some r playing lo... its ok la... we take turns... we played bball for a while... so funny... they all very gaoxiao... JH oso got group meeting there ma... we played together lo... then played until so tired... n one funny thing is... when kai shuin 'da bao' chicken rice n the drinks frm 7-11... he poured the drink on the way back at the hall beside the church there ... haha!!! then he came back... n he so scared tat he will be arrested by the ppl there...lol... then i told him dun worry la... lol... so funny... he oso felt sorry... haiz... juz accident ma...then we work until abt 4 o'clock, we dismiss lo... so tired on tat day... n i remembered i went to bed early on tat day n had a nice dream.....zzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

haiz...lazy...sienz...

one week didnt write blog... bcoz bz.... n lazy.... all zzzz..=.=.... so... today got a little mood to write liao...
last thursday, i went to school to promote the 'le jing si' camp.... bo bien lo... i m the leader of the 'promoting group' of tat camp.... need to did my job to the best!!!! never give up ma... i quite satisfied for my performance tat day n my helper... thx them very much r... gt... poh hong... a low... swee miaw... km....peilin... although they r not in my grp, they helped me very much!!! THX!!! then we can go out frm school early on tat day... then i go KM hse lo... b4 tat we went to the game shop n bought some PS game... then go to his hse can play... poh hong oso follow...then playplayplay... untill 12 noon, i n km went to 'sa ka lao' to meet with others tat want to wish form 5 students gud luck in their SPM... waiting for ah boy n siew yun to arrive lo.... when they arrive we talk n eat at the hawker there lo... then at last, we gave them present n shake hands with them... i felt quite 'gan dong' de... bcoz we r real fren... tat time when we PMR, they oso wish us... Then then, we went to Chee yee de hse bcoz it is still early to go for the taklimat at CHS... the taklimat very short.. juz a little bit things to let us know to do the folio.... after tat, my 7up group de ppl kumpul bcoz we want to learn dancing... but tat day not everyone there... i juz teach a little bit.... then i went home adi,,, haiz.... tis is my thursday... reali very tired... frm morning untill evening....the next post is continue de... recalling wat it did on friday...

衰。。。

哇靠，今天特别衰。。。今早本来可以九点起的，但是赖到九点半。。。一起来，就要去准备开会要穿的衣，这时才发现我的黑裤已经洗了。。。结果就跟老妈讲，给她鸟了几十句。。。说如果我早一点起来，就不会浸去洗了。。。我也说这的确是我的错。。。我就跟欣茹讲，因为那时以为没办法了。。。但，我妈还是赶快帮我洗了然后拿去晒。。。幸好晒得干。。。感恩。。。过后，又忘了跟犹德说下午不能来我家。。。他刚好打来。。。我就跟他说。。。幸好有人载他回，不然我就害到他了。。。但，也被妈鸟早早不通知他。。。我也承认是我的错。。。甘愿地被鸟。。。俊翰刚好也到我家，然后一起去MALIM开会。。。
开会时，还好啦。。。但是，突然间，我的头开始抽痛，久久来一次。。。还蛮痛的。。。要完了时，不出所料，我爸又下来叫我了。。。我很讨厌他下来叫我。。。因为有时他会不顾重人的眼光，别人在开会时，他也可以在前面喊我。。。真是下水。。。幸好这次我眼明手快，看到爸要进来了，就赶快先走人。。嘻嘻。。。我妈也知道他会做这种事，所以先打给我，叫我做准备，以免出丑。。。
接着，就开始坐长途车，因为要上NILAI拜公公婆婆。。。那时还没吃午餐，我们就决定去芙蓉吃客家面咯。。。哪里知道绕了几十圈才找到目的地。。。晕啊。。。再加上我爸妈斗嘴。。。haiz,烦死了！反正习惯了。。。很久没听到他们正常谈话了。。。
吃完后，继续上路。。在车上超显的，电话又没电。。。靠！又不能sms了。。。只好睡觉。。。manauzai,起来时，听到妈又再鸟爸了。。。才知道爸又走错路，离谱啊！他去NILAI几次了都不会走。。。haiz...我真的不喜欢爸的态度，太霸道了，什么都是他对。。。那时已经五点多了。。。可能那里关了。。。这时我妈说不管怎样都要到那里。。。这时我已经了解妈的意思了，就是要有那份诚意。。但爸却说走错就回家。。。他连自己的父母都没诚意去拜。。。haiz...妈就鸟他说死板啦。。。要说到很白才可以啦。。。人五十岁思想像五岁啦(我完全赞成)blablabla...但妈嘴巴也太多了吧！！！过后又鸟来鸟去。。。我只好坐在后面diamdiam...
又坐长途车回家，hiaz,爸的开车技术不好，进牙不顺，车子一直顿。。。坐到腰酸背痛。。。现在还在痛。。。头还会抽。。。没关系啦。。。要睡了。。。昨天写的真的很blur...有时间的话，我会用华语写过。。。=。=

nothing...

tis few days very sien le.... dunno want to write wat... but suddenly, a rythm came out in my mind... it is the song 'tong hua'... then i imediately play it on the piano... lol...got mistakes...so post tis video la..

busy holiday

Haiz,... tat sunday is cadet camp meeting... b4 tat at nick hse, we 3 ppl asyik say:" sien lo, want meeting liao..." then reach there early... wanna wait untill almost 1 o'clock only masuk baris...not punctual de... nic b4 tat scare no ppl accompany him in his group... but hor, he very nasib lo... got 4 or 5 GBS ppl in his group... so Good!!! but i oso not bad la, can with Sin Joo n He Ting... Sin Joo is my group leader... n i m the QM alatan in my group... my work is to borrow things lo... sienz... but i willing to do la... i said b4 i will put alll my effort in every activity...tis week is the bzest week for me... got many activity.. but nvm la... more'chong shi' ma...i am satisfied with my cadet campde group members... bcoz camps tat i participated b4 tis, group members are not so 'guai'... but tis time i athink all r OK de... plus Sin Joo is a good leader, i think our group will work better...

happy time with EASTERN FLAME

Last weekend, we Eastern flame gathering at MP. Most of them wanna buy things, but i didnt have any idea at the begining...Then we went to shop lo... the main character tat day is Yong Xian. becoz tuesday is the day he wanna go for "dating"... so, we all became his image advisor... walaueh... we choose for him for a very long time... then he oso very 'yin chim'...lol... finally he has chosen a set of black wearing...so sat man!!! after tat Jing Wei lagi pandai... his clothes is so economic and nice... he bought two set of clothes and a pair of shoes, but the price of all is cheaper than Yong Xian bought de things... wat a clever consumer... after tat, nic oso bought a set of clothes and a new bag... at tat time, jun han n me so pek chek, becoz we all didnt buy anything at tat time... but finally, we went to converse at the highest floor of makhota... he bought a pair of black shoes.. quite special... then i oso bought a bag for RM 45...lol... no idea at the begining and finally oso bought??? i oso dunno why...=.= Then JW,JH n I went back to Nic's house. We played ps,poker... n a funny thing is JH got many 'special video'. Nic n Jw want to see them... they watched when the others r playing games n they nth to do.. n they oso rebut for it...LOL... I didnt watch, i only sent some new songs from jun han's phone... we 1.30 only went back to nic's room n played poker... until 4 am. the next morning oso play...haiz we all become gamble addict liao la...After tat, nic's father fetch us to meeting, while jw went back home. Eastern flame officially dismiss at tat time... END.

Growing n Glowing LEO

haiz...三天沒写部落格了。。。今天一次过写吧。。。在中学。。我成长(grow)了不少。。。尤其是思想。。。老实说。。。我在圣约翰也学了很多东西。。。本来，我的想法错了。。。妒忌人家可以轻松当上领导层而为什么我不行...这是因为狮子座的爱面子，想出风头(狮子座的弱点)。。。想了很多不三不四的东西。。。到最后，我终於看开了，也想通了。。。也许是自己真的不适合，自己人际关系差，不讨人喜欢。。。可能也是我慢热的关系吧。。。但是我并不认为我的领导能力比任何人差。。。(haiz爱面子还是改不了)。。。上个拜五，谈到了很多活动。。。现在，我只想全心全意地参与活动，试着更加融入这个大家庭。没有得在这边GLOW也无所谓，最重要的是大家开心地在一起。。。

Never Give Up

Hi!!! Everybody... My full name is Lim Ker Sern , 15 years old from Melaka. Haiz... first time write blog... got a bit no idea to write... and my english is so poor... sorry for grammar mistake...LOL... I will feel to write blog is to share my feelings with others... and i am oso a lonely guy...a only child in the family...a pampered boy but started have my own thinking... I think myself is very special...LOL...a superb LEO horoscope... i like it so much... LEO have a very strong feeling to do something...juz like me, never give up to do anything i wanted to do... LOL... and one more important thing is i love MUSIC so much...cannot live without music man!!!hope more people will view my blog and listen to my feelings... thx!!!